{"id":294,"date":"2021-10-05T14:55:00","date_gmt":"2021-10-05T12:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/meditative.dev\/web\/?p=294"},"modified":"2021-10-21T14:57:17","modified_gmt":"2021-10-21T12:57:17","slug":"what-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/meditative.dev\/web\/2021\/10\/05\/what-am-i\/","title":{"rendered":"What am I?"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"294\" class=\"elementor elementor-294\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-0d72198 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"0d72198\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-894bb5d\" data-id=\"894bb5d\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-313ff36 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"313ff36\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.15.0 - 09-08-2023 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#69727d;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#69727d;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-size: 10.5pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; color: #3c4858;\">A core theme that comes up in meditation circles is the insight into &#8216;no-self&#8217;. 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Even, if you believe you have some degree of insight into no-self, it may be there are ways in which the identification process is revealing itself which you have yet to locate, deconstruct and see-through.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: 10.5pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; color: #3c4858;\"> An issue with this topic is there is a poverty of vernacular among most spiritual groups when it comes to deconstructing the sense of self and the various experiences of <u>ego loss<\/u>. Ego loss is not so rare in fact, and it is very possible for many people. However, despite this, most people have trouble interpreting their experiences. I think this is simply because they haven&#8217;t been given good frameworks in which to fit these abnormal experiences into. 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